i sat at the very rear-right of the bus. a slight tilt of my head to the left enabled me to observe her from the back. my she's got nice cheeks. supple and rosy. it IS true that when there's motivation, one can overcome all odds. so i fought off my demons and metaphorically brushed away the ZzZs that were threatening to appear if i were a cartoon character. i stared.. and stared.. and stared.. i know i know, it's rude to stare but it's not everyday that i look hard at a girl with so much adoration and awe!

she did turn to look in my direction a few times but i couldnt' really tell if she was looking at me as (i neglected to tell u this) she had a pair of shades on. well maybe she had sore eyes or something lolx.. anyways after a couple more stops she alighted and was forever gone from my life (just like all those other Beautiful Strangers i've seen before). *sigh* at the risk of sounding shallow, i just have to say that there's so much beauty in girls! i'm thankful that i'm heterosexual and therefore look at girls.. and i still can't understand my fixation towards chinese girls or girls with oriental features.. shuckity shucks..

reached home and plonked myself onto the sofa. my breathing slowed, my eyelids lowered and after a resigned sigh, my mind replayed what i saw earlier on in the bus.. and slowly drifted off to sleep..

bleah~ my time will come, i hope..

SiQ out~

SiQ frenetically scribed @03:23.

and so here i am to bring back the mundanity and drudgery of my life to you. after a week or so of being missing in action, i am back to being near-broke! anyways, today was relatively uneventful (it takes a lot to 'unboring-ise me).

right after work i forced myself to take a shower, prep up, and drag myself to commonwealth mrt half a klick away. got on the bus and voila! there wasn't a seat available. it was all i could do to keep my knees from buckling and collapse from exhaustion. the only incentive for standing was that a seat away, in the aisle seat, was this girl.. to say girl would be an understatement. she was dressed in a umm dress that was remniscent of greeg (did i just bloody spell greeg?? i meant greek) goddesses but sporting long black hair with gentle, highlighted streaks tied up in a simple.. umm thingy.. (vocab deterioration kicked in 2hrs ago)

did i mention the dress deliciously exhibited her creamy chest? i didn't? well yeah, the dress deliciously exhibited her creamy chest. there i mentioned it. her features were very very feminine, simple AND beautiful and to this moment i have yet to liken her to any celebrity, artiste or any female i've ever seen in my entire lifetime. that, ladies and gentlemen was a face from Mt. Olympus itself. i was sorry to say that as i was gradually rousing myself from near-slumber to better appreciate this beauty, someone got up from his/her seat to alight. i couldn't be standing there while an empty seat stared at my ass and besides it'd be obvious that i was standing just so i could ogle.

(to be continued)

SiQ frenetically scribed @02:59.

wahey! i'm back.. yeah sorta.. 4hrs to go til i get financially (not to mention ONLY temporarily) replenished. the pattern i notice here is that i tend to write less as my funds gradually deplete. lolx. ahh dang..

had 2 shitty weeks at work. it doesn't help knowing that ur supervisor is as capable as a paranoid, hospitalised, wheelchair-bound mongrel with overbite. to this day i do NOT understand how he could have been accepted into the force. i can honestly stake my height here that more than half of our team is more capable than him in THREE MONTHS than he could ever be in a full DECADE. ahhhh enough of work. i'll just laze around til 0000hrs. i *sigh* am so uninspired nowadays. muse.. muse.. need a muse..*lazy yawn*

SiQ out~

SiQ frenetically scribed @19:57.

almost forgot, people. yesterday was my lil' brother's birthday! Syakir turned 8 and i treated him extra nice today.. sort of. Su promised to bring him to watch Harry Potter & The Prisoner Of Azkaban which he gleefully told everyone who would listen. i thought he was overdoing the "EzzKaBenn" part. =P

Amil brought him downstairs for a little treat at the shop across the street. Peng Yu Minimart it's called. the uncle doesn't look very peng yu-ly to me lately though. *shrugs*

mom got a choc cake for him (HOORAY for me!) which they couldn't really finish but actually they did cos i was there.. ;P

ermm...and uhh.. yep.. that's it.

SiQ out~

SiQ frenetically scribed @02:37.

good morning all u nocturnals.. it's the 1st of june today.. that leaves me with approximately 11.. wait, 12 (this day has only just begun) sets of 24-hour days to payday. yes, payday. a day i eagerly await each passing day that's NOT dated the 12th.

a day where, for 30 odd days, i plan and budget myself for when the greens (well technically the purples and reds and some blues too) come in only to horribly overspend and render the meticulously prepared and aforementioned budget a useless table of numbers.

if i may be likened to a dull-witted imbecile devoid of grey matter that matters, then i think i can. the LOTR exhibition would be ending soon. in approximately 96hrs actually. i can feel my precious LOTR exhibition slipping away through my fingers. i can see them pack the stuff up into containers and whatnot. to be transported to their next destination. while i only watch from the outside.

How does a guy earn a decent 20bux. and Where?? darnnn.. .. .. =(

SiQ out~

SiQ frenetically scribed @02:19.